How To Stop the Judgments, Stop the Comparisons, and Be at Peace With the Mom You Are

How to STOP the Judgments, STOP the Comparisons, and Be At Peace With the Mom You Are //

  • It happens in the grocery store aisle, when someone else’s children are behaving better or worse than your own.
  • Or in the church nursery, when your child bites another mom’s toddler, or vice versa.
  • Or at the park, when, after being called, your child (or hers) runs in the opposite direction.

But where it’s really happening is in your head. 

That’s where the question is being answered, again and again, sometimes with one answer, and sometimes with another:


I remember the feelings clear as day. 13 years ago, my college best friend, sister-in-law, and I all had our first babies within 6 months of each other. Back and forth the issues would be volleyed:

  • labor— what came first? how long did it go? how long did you hold out before you got pain meds? did the doctor do this procedure? or that one? what was your recovery like?
  • breastfeeding— how often? how long? on both sides each time, or just one side at a time? on a schedule or on demand? any problems nursing? did you ever supplement with formula?
  • weight/height/length— how big at birth? did baby have a conehead? how much did they lose before gaining again? how fast did they gain? did baby have problems gaining weight?
  • and on the comparisons went.  

Some of it was normal; we were all learning the ropes of motherhood. But some was unhealthy, as we each compared and judged ourselves to be better or worse mothers in one area or another.

When we have our identity wrapped up in this job of mothering, we self-glorify or self-loathe.
When we wrap up other women’s value with the job of mothering, we idolize or disdain.

If we’re not careful to fight them, these attitudes will follow us through motherhood. 

I recently listened to Tim Keller’s sermon, Blessed Self-Forgetfulness, and want to share with you some of the highlights from it. Below, I’m taking his points and bringing them to the place where his thoughts meet us here in our real lives as mothers.

Here’s the whole thing, and if you have time to watch it (40 minutes), I highly recommend it!


As moms, we are continually tempted to control our lives in such a way that we achieve “self-worth” and find our identity in our motherhood, rather than in God’s assessment of us. We are often tempted to do this through pride that comes from comparison.

“Pride is essentially competitive – is competitive by its very nature – while the other vices are competitive only, so to speak, by accident. Pride gets no pleasure out of having something, only out of having more of it than the next man. We say that people are proud of being rich, or clever, or good-looking, but they are not. They are proud of being richer, or cleverer, or better looking than others. If every one else became equally rich, or clever, or good-looking there would be nothing to be proud about. It is the comparison that makes you proud, the pleasure of being above the rest.” ~C.S. Lewis

When we give in to this temptation to compare ourselves as mothers, we are tempted to have contempt for those who do things both less and more “successfully” than us. 

  • When I’m more organized than HER, I feel good.
  • When she’s a better cook than me, I feel bad.
  • When I use more organic foods than her, I feel good.
  • When her child gains weight easier than mine, I feel bad.
  • When my child is the one throwing a tantrum, I feel humiliated.
  • When her child is the one throwing the tantrum, I feel puffed up.

Comparison never leaves us sober and measured in our estimate of self and others. Comparison as the source of worth always leads us to pride or humiliation… a critical spirit, or an idolatrous spirit. 



In the Apostle Paul’s letter to the Corinthians, Keller finds these basic ideas in Paul’s attitude:

  1. I don’t care what you think of me.
  2. I don’t care what I think of me.
  3. My clear conscience doesn’t make me innocent/right.
  4. Your judgments don’t make me guilty/wrong.
  5. God alone is my judge.

The remedy of low self-opinion is not high self-opinion.
The remedy of high self-opinion is not low self-opinion.
The remedy for both is looking to God’s opinion. 

My identity is not tied in any way to your verdict and your evaluation of me, and it’s not tied in any way to MY verdict and MY evaluation of me.

These form the basic idea of self-forgetfulness. Only God is our standard.

This is a critical point for us moms to grasp.

When we operate in blessed self-forgetfulness, God is the one who:

  • encourages and strengthens you. (not my own good opinion, and not hers)
  • chastens and convicts you. (not my humiliation, or her bad opinion)
  • bolsters you. (not a need to prove myself or one-up someone else)
  • brings you low. (not my own mistakes or her judgment of me)

Self-forgetful mothering is:

  • not self-hating for all the mistakes you’re making
  • not self-loving for all the things you’re doing well
  • not hurt that bad by criticism, and yet still listens to it and submits to it when it is accurate and something that needs to be changed. (“Here’s an opportunity to change!”)
  • excited for the “gold medal” mom, even when you’re the “silver medal” winner.

You can enjoy things that aren’t about you. Instead of filtering everything in the world through its effect on you, Keller says:

“you can actually enjoy things for what they are.”

The self-forgetful mom:

  • can celebrate when another mom breastfeeds successfully, even when her own milk runs dry.
  • can enjoy her own natural home birth and yet enter into another mom’s experience of an emergency c-section with empathy and concern, and without judgment or oneupsmanship.
  • can see another kid losing it in the checkout line and not reflect it back on herself (either as “I understand; I had one just like that…” or “wow I’m so glad I don’t have a child like that”)
  • can feed her child with the best food she can afford (financially and time-wise) to make, without comparing herself to those who are able to do better, or who do worse in this area

Can you be this kind of mom?


How do we get to this point? How do we throw others, and ourselves, out of the judgment seat?

Keller says:

“We’re looking for an ultimate verdict that we’re important, and that we’re valuable. Every single day, we go to trial. We’re in a courtroom every day.

“The problem with self-esteem… is that every single day, you’re in the courtroom, and you’re on trial. And there’s prosecution, and there’s defense. And every single thing that you do, you’re stamping ‘evidence for the prosecution,’ ‘evidence for the defense.’

“And some days, you feel like you’re winning the trial, and some days, you feel like you’re losing the trial. And Paul says– ‘I have found the secret; the trial’s over for me.’ I’m out of the courtroom… because the ultimate verdict is in.”

“It is the Lord who judges me.”

“In Jesus Christ, and only in the Gospel of Jesus Christ do you get the verdict BEFORE the performance.”

As a Christian mom, you can have blessed self-forgetfulness when you live in the knowledge that God is your judge.

If you are in Christ, the verdict is already in.

  • you are accepted in the beloved
  • you are dearly loved
  • you are precious and ransomed
  • God has given you all you need in Christ Jesus

In Christianity, the verdict can lead to the performance.

“Court is adjourned! He has said ‘you are my beloved child, in whom I am well-pleased.’ ”

Once you know this, you are freed to mother out of Christ’s wisdom, not out of a need for acceptance, but because you ARE accepted, and you want to listen to the wisdom of your King.

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Jess Connell

Jesus-follower, Happy wife, Mom of 8 neat people. Former world-traveler, now settled in Washington. Host of Mom On Purpose podcast ( I write and wrangle kids.

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5 Responses

  1. Jessica says:

    Yes, God showed me that making judgments of what others are thinking about me causes such deep pain and unhappiness as well as being sinful. He’s been showing me to NEVER judge what someone else is thinking and to not care much about man’s opinions. It’s been SO freeing!! It was a major stronghold in my life I continue to ask God for grace to walk in this!

  2. Autumn says:

    Ok, so I am all revved up to come to your website and post about a complaint I have. Then I read this post. I laughed out loud at God’s timing and then came tears over my sinful prideful self. Oh thank the Lord for the glorious Grace of God!

    In case this may bless others (including you, Jess!) this was my complaint:

    I sinned against my husband today. Background info: We are a co-sleeping family. My hubby LOVES it. Insists on it. Is persistent in it.

    I do not like it. I can be rather angry about the consequences of it that must be dealt with – I feel very chained to one place because the youngest one will (eventually) wake up if no one is next to him. Our bedroom lacks privacy. Our children can (not always) be seriously in need of sleep because one of us can’t or (in my case) doesn’t want to go to bed when they do, etc. Things of that nature.

    I have expressed this to my husband, cited sleep studies, pointed out evidences in our own children, expressed that “my heart hurts” especially concerning not having a room of our own.

    These are not unreasonable. But I had expressed them prior. Strongly. Today I did again – none too pleasantly.

    All the reasons I stated are true AND I desperately want to say that I do wife-ing and mothering well. I want my schedule. I want my routine. I want to brag about what excellent sleepers they are. I want nap time to mean mom time to do something other than lay down! I want to be productive.

    But what if what God will judge me on in the burdening control and pride in my heart, about my stiff-neckedness about joyfulling yielding in this thing.

    I don’t actually think it is best for *most* of us. But all of my reasons have not moved my husband and it’s probably high time I let my idea of how I want my house to run go.

    What does the Lord think about it? Is what my husband is doing sin? (I believe the actions are not sinful. It would really be a condition of the heart and its above my pay grade to judge someone else’s heart. :)

    Is what I am doing sin? Angry, comparing me and my way to him and his way and judging myself better? Being primarily concerned about what other people might say if they knew? What if they thought I wasn’t good enough? (Hint: Yes!)

    I know its a strange application (at least it is to my mind) but, I though it might help to open up breadth of what we compare?


    • Autumn says:

      Also, when I speak of bragging I am ONLY speaking of myself, the condition of my heart.

      I was thinking about my comment and it dawned on me the way it was phrased could imply that I was saying something other than what I meant .

      I know you feel strongly about sleep habits, however, I believe you express that without condemning other practices or even exhalting your own .

  3. Jennifer says:

    Hi Autumn,
    I love your application. I’ve been married to my husband for 28 year. He has usually let me implement my ideas in our home. But not always. He has worked varying shifts with the railroad and at different times, has asked me to home school around his schedule. It was difficult and I did not want to do it because it messed up our relationships outside our family. On another note, I compared *him* to other “godly” men and sometimes he came up short. My point: If you’re blessed with a man who is engaged and leading your family. Rejoice! Follow and keep praying. God will bless your marriage. It’s worth it.

    • Autumn says:


      Thanks for the encouragement.

      I have struggled with this mightily. I don’t believe I’ve heard about a wife having a similar issue. I have, at times, felt very alone in it.

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